guilt

I just dropped a class and I feel very guilty. The professor is one I really like and he has helped me out on multiple occassions. He helped me get my scholarship, he chose me to present at a literature conference, and he is just overall a very very nice man. Now I feel like shit for having dropped his class. But it wasn't what I needed. I decided to take a graduate level class instead, and the class has tons of people I know. Now I feel like a selfish ass-hat. If it were any other professor I would have dropped it with no remorse...but dammit I have some Asian connected guilt going on here. My stomach is in knots. Crap.